*Wonders when this thread will "accidentally" get deleted...on accident, non-purposefully.......it having been an accident.*
Let us do so. For as we are all know, you are fascinated with my life, and would like nothing more than to have me respond to every single inconsistancy which you are about to say.
The truth means nothing to you. In fact, most of what you say doesn't even square with other things you say, but alas, your only goal here is to make me squirm and type up personal things about myself, etc.
So...let's see.
This is where you start off bad.
I am actually in a constant state of apathy, friend; not agitation. I care, but caring does not decide what it is i do or need to have done. This should be plainly obvious to you by the way I type, the lack of smilies and other cheesy comebacks ("Only 2 girls on this board!? Does that include you?! LoL!! I am so funny!") in my posts, etc. When all is said and done.....I'll win and you'll quit. That is just the bottom line. The only thing you'll be able to salvage out of this thread is saying, "Remember that one time i owned Tadou's life? LOL!!"-- then it will be pointed out to you that you threw heaping mounds of mud, yet were so terrified of sticking around and facing the prospect of having mud thrown back at you (and actually sticking)....you ran away like a little girl.
As far as money, I have what I need and then some. If i wanted to go buy a stereo system or a new computer tomorrow, it would be no problem. Again, this is where apathy enters and also where your projection comes in. You will not rest until a label is finally developed and applied to me, something that will prevent me from being the 600lb gorilla on this forum that I am. Someone like you, always mad at the world around you as evidenced by your posts here, your only solution to your own individual perpetual agitation, is to finally say "fuck it" and go buy yourself something nice. You're like a fat woman who loses her job, and her big solution is to go buy some ice cream and donuts. You're all about self-gratification.
This hypothesis ^^^above is proven by you being in the Studio forum and always talking about the trinkets and equipment you have and use. You cannot say the same for me, and bragging on my own material posessions, because i don't buy things to make myself feel better like you. I buy them because i need them. Money is not the issue.
My father (and my mother's ex-husband) is a church-going man who was bad with money. I am sorry friend, but he did not molest and he has never been to jail, or even convicted of a crime. And friend, if my mother is a "whore" for having a child 2 years into her marriage...then i don't really know what to say. All it really demonstrates is that, you have so much personal pain and anguish inside of you, you will say literally anything to attempt to hurt other people and make them feel your same way.
And friend, you make `personas' sound like a bad thing. You need to understand that happy and successful people have no problem stepping outside of themselves and being different. Sad and depressed people, like you, feel the need to always be the same person ad infinitum, because you don't feel comfortable having fun. You feel like you don't deserve it. When you do have fun, it isn't real fun: its just making fun of other people. Your only joy comes from other peoples' hurt. It is a sad situation.
We shall tackle the Belonging topic first.
Friend, I was not ridiculed by "both races" because there was not enough Black people to be had. As such, all the white people accepted me like they would accept a Red-head or an English child--a curiosity, but not a spectacle or mascot. Belonging has never been a problem. Being equally interested in those wishing to have my company has been, this being such a foreign concept to a self-hating man like you, you will struggle to accept it as the truth it is.
More fun stuff.
You having called my mother a whore already, being unequivocally incorrect in toto by doing so, the rest of your rambling here about women is really meaningless. When it is factored in that my mother took our family from welfare to the lower middle-class.....its REALLY meaningless.
Now, the King of Arguments stuff. You ascribe this to personal problems and deep-seated troubles; I ascribe this to being funny as hell. It's the same as the person who is on the playground, playing basketball at all hours. What better way to con some sucker into challenging you than to proclaim yourself King? There is no better way. And when you win all the time like me, and leave people either blurting out "OK, I"m DONE HERE YOU CAN HAVE THE LAST WORD, BYE", or purposefully deleting threads they were losing in...there is no better title to boast.
And lastly......Friend, I feel that trusting 100% in the government until after you graduate college is the only way to go...Yes. As a poor minority who is receiving grants and other aid, I am qualified to speak on this. You are not. You need to learn to differentiate between pre-college and post-college life/philosophy.
Let us do so. For as we are all know, you are fascinated with my life, and would like nothing more than to have me respond to every single inconsistancy which you are about to say.
The truth means nothing to you. In fact, most of what you say doesn't even square with other things you say, but alas, your only goal here is to make me squirm and type up personal things about myself, etc.
So...let's see.
This is where you start off bad.
I am actually in a constant state of apathy, friend; not agitation. I care, but caring does not decide what it is i do or need to have done. This should be plainly obvious to you by the way I type, the lack of smilies and other cheesy comebacks ("Only 2 girls on this board!? Does that include you?! LoL!! I am so funny!") in my posts, etc. When all is said and done.....I'll win and you'll quit. That is just the bottom line. The only thing you'll be able to salvage out of this thread is saying, "Remember that one time i owned Tadou's life? LOL!!"-- then it will be pointed out to you that you threw heaping mounds of mud, yet were so terrified of sticking around and facing the prospect of having mud thrown back at you (and actually sticking)....you ran away like a little girl.
As far as money, I have what I need and then some. If i wanted to go buy a stereo system or a new computer tomorrow, it would be no problem. Again, this is where apathy enters and also where your projection comes in. You will not rest until a label is finally developed and applied to me, something that will prevent me from being the 600lb gorilla on this forum that I am. Someone like you, always mad at the world around you as evidenced by your posts here, your only solution to your own individual perpetual agitation, is to finally say "fuck it" and go buy yourself something nice. You're like a fat woman who loses her job, and her big solution is to go buy some ice cream and donuts. You're all about self-gratification.
This hypothesis ^^^above is proven by you being in the Studio forum and always talking about the trinkets and equipment you have and use. You cannot say the same for me, and bragging on my own material posessions, because i don't buy things to make myself feel better like you. I buy them because i need them. Money is not the issue.
My father (and my mother's ex-husband) is a church-going man who was bad with money. I am sorry friend, but he did not molest and he has never been to jail, or even convicted of a crime. And friend, if my mother is a "whore" for having a child 2 years into her marriage...then i don't really know what to say. All it really demonstrates is that, you have so much personal pain and anguish inside of you, you will say literally anything to attempt to hurt other people and make them feel your same way.
And friend, you make `personas' sound like a bad thing. You need to understand that happy and successful people have no problem stepping outside of themselves and being different. Sad and depressed people, like you, feel the need to always be the same person ad infinitum, because you don't feel comfortable having fun. You feel like you don't deserve it. When you do have fun, it isn't real fun: its just making fun of other people. Your only joy comes from other peoples' hurt. It is a sad situation.
We shall tackle the Belonging topic first.
Friend, I was not ridiculed by "both races" because there was not enough Black people to be had. As such, all the white people accepted me like they would accept a Red-head or an English child--a curiosity, but not a spectacle or mascot. Belonging has never been a problem. Being equally interested in those wishing to have my company has been, this being such a foreign concept to a self-hating man like you, you will struggle to accept it as the truth it is.
More fun stuff.
You having called my mother a whore already, being unequivocally incorrect in toto by doing so, the rest of your rambling here about women is really meaningless. When it is factored in that my mother took our family from welfare to the lower middle-class.....its REALLY meaningless.
Now, the King of Arguments stuff. You ascribe this to personal problems and deep-seated troubles; I ascribe this to being funny as hell. It's the same as the person who is on the playground, playing basketball at all hours. What better way to con some sucker into challenging you than to proclaim yourself King? There is no better way. And when you win all the time like me, and leave people either blurting out "OK, I"m DONE HERE YOU CAN HAVE THE LAST WORD, BYE", or purposefully deleting threads they were losing in...there is no better title to boast.
And lastly......Friend, I feel that trusting 100% in the government until after you graduate college is the only way to go...Yes. As a poor minority who is receiving grants and other aid, I am qualified to speak on this. You are not. You need to learn to differentiate between pre-college and post-college life/philosophy.
