FC Ene,
I feel you dogg, well at least you're on the right path ya know?
There was a long as time when I didn't believe in god.
Hell, I even rebelled against him if there was one in the first place.
I gotta say, nothing but evil existed around me through those dark years. I was caught up with turf shit, beefin it with Surenos for steppin on my toes and shit....
But that's all in the past now.
About 2 months ago ha ha ha ha....
Shit got me to this point now where I'm at cuz I accepted the fact that there actually is a creator. You see all this time, we're looking for a sign. Evidence to prove that there is a god.....
We look but we can't find it.
Shit it's more like this, we look but we don't see it.
It's there in front of all of us.
Life, our existence in the first place, the Earth, the entire universe is physical proof that there is a creator.
Computers don't exist with a creator! Same principle with us humans. We just didn't evolve out of nothing.
Shit just doesn't happen on it's own.
Shit I remember coming here not long ago stating that I didn't believe in a creator. Well I realized how blind I was shortly after that.
Anyways, reason why I mention this is because you actually acknowledge that there is a creator.
Good, now it's time for the next step.
Which religion of the world is the real deal?
That was a question I set on a mission to find out for myself.
And if you're ready for it, it's something you might want to look into.
I never believed in Christianity being raised a Catholic.
I thought it was all bullshit! I couldn't accept the bullshit, elders told me about Christianity.
So with that, it made me stay away from it for almost my entire life. The point is, everyone now days, think that Christianity is bullshit. Maybe you might feel that way and I don't blame you.
Chris you're probably with me on this one, It's those people in charge of runnin Christianity that are at fault.
I picked up the bible for educational reasons. I picked it up to prove it wrong.
And fuck! I was so wrong about it.
Right off the back, I noticed that the shit I was taught about Christianity was a bag full of shit.
Anyways, that shit changed my whole mentality on life.
I found the answer to all my questions.
What is the meaning of life, why does God allow so much evil in the world, why doesn't god just help those in need, and so on....
All the answers are in the bible.
Now ain't that a bitch!
No one ever pointed me out to those answers.
But I feel fortunate to have even given the bible a chance in the first place.
It all got started a couple months ago.
Now I can't put the bible down.........
And don't think that it's just because I joined something that gives me a sense of belonging. That I'm like this because I found something good in religioun.
Naw dogg, I looked at every other religioun in the world.
And none can hold to the bible. It's the real deal, not only did I research it but I actually looked into other religions as well.
Hell, my baby's mother is Muslim.
Crazy shit.....
Why am I tellin you this shit?
Cuz I can feel what you are going through. Shit my uncle got shot in the head last month, murdered in cold blood.
Not long ago I had some fucking Surenos in front of my house with ski masks talkin about blastin one of my little bros....
Ain't that a bitch....
I was in the middle of retaliating when my friend at work gave me a bible with my name on it........
And that's how it got started....
I ain't promisin the world.
But fuck, just when I thought all hell got broke loose....
Everything fell back into place....
I can now sleep.....
I can now rest my mind knowing that there actually is a greater power out there looking out for us....
Peace homie,
Miggidy
PS.... I feel like a fucking corny, sissified, pussy ass, nerdy, puiny ass, goody 2 shoes, freak.... Postin shit like this.....
But I feel like I have to.....
I can't help it....
I guess I'm a fuckin corn ball, fuck it!!!!