Freedom Town: Aesthetic and Recreational Lawn Alternative
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Maaaaaaaaan, I am with you 100% on this whole post!!!
I have the same thing happen to me, at least 3 times a week & I lose hella sleep over it. I have to get up @ 5am, to be in SF by 8, & it'll be 2am & I am looking @ the clock thinking "Why cant I fucking sleep!?"
My mind is doing the same thing, just random shit, not a method to the madness at all.
But they put me on Xanax & Ativan a few years back, I was taking it 3 times a day, 1.5 mg each dose.
I got addicted as FUCK!
I knew I was getting hooked, I even told my woman that I was.
& tho my doctor said we would have to ween me off of them, I quit cold turkey.
BIG mistake.
I went though withdrawals for almost 8 months straight, every night.
I will never take benzos ever again.
Mr. Arson warned me about em when I was just playing with them, but my Dr. said as long as I kept the doses up I'd be fine.
I should have listened to Arson n the first place.
I've taken xanax for over 10 years for my anxiety disorder and occasional panic attacks. In that time I think I've done them "recreationally" maybe a dozen times. While I do like how they make you feel just popping them for fun I always knew if I started doing them for the fuck of it they won't work when I really needed them so I never abused them like that. I take a pretty low dose though anyways. I get the .5mgs and more times then not when I have one of the days I have that anxious feeling for no reason and I can't kick it I take a half and that usually does the job.
