lol it's because I'm not properly trained? And I didn't have my spiderman net. I was just playin man. But for real though, if a dude had a sword and was chasing me, at some point or another the dude is getting shot. In every situation, there is nearly always a way to get out of it without someone losing their life. Otherwise there would be a ton of fools getting smoked out there.
all b.s. aside, I actually tested for the OKCPD a little over a year ago. I passed everything but decided to finish my degree instead. There were only a couple of cool officers there during the testing, the rest were total dickheads. I'm not saying it's right, but I think a lot of those fools get spun after dealing with so much b.s. year in and year out. It's not just the public, it's the stupid supervisors and politics you're dealing with too. Those fools should undergo regular mental health testing, but they don't.