THANK YOU.....BAYSICK IS A DONT KNOW.
IN MY CASE I DIDNT KNOW OR THINK ANYTHING WAS WRONG WITH ME IN MY EARLIER YEARS LIKE 3RD GRADE THREW 7TH BUT AFTER A WHILE AND AFTER PEOPLE TELLING ME I HAD PROBLEMS I REALIZED I NEVER FELT RIGHT FEEL ME.
ANYWAYS I CAME TO THE UNDERSTANDING I DONT THINK AND I DONT DO SHIT THE AVERAGE PERSON DOSE.
IF I DIDNT ASK FOR MEDICATION IN DESPERATION DUE TO ALOT OF THINGS I WAS DOING AND ME ALWAYS DRINKING AND MAKING MY SELF MORE ILL AND MORE SICK THEY WOULD HAVE JUST KEPT SENDING ME TO JAILS,PSYCH WARDS ,DETOX'S AND OTHEWR PLACES LIKE THAT.
BUT SOMETIMES PEOPLE GET LOST OR JUST NEVER FIND OR GET HELP AND MOST OF THE TIME ITS TOO LATE FOT THEM KUZ THEY END UP KILLED OR THEY KILL THEM SELFS IN SOME MANNER.WEATHER ITS SHOOTIN THEM SELFS,OVER DOSING OR DRINKING THEM SELFS TO DEATH.
ANYWAYS IM STILL STRUGGLING ALL THE TIME AND IM ON ALL KINDS ON MEDS AND I STILL HAVE A DRINKING PROBLEM BLA,BLA,BLA ECT......
ANY FUKIN WAYS
COOL STORY BRO!
my lil cool story bro story is :
i cant believe how a muthafuckin psychiatrist can just "call" shit out after the first chat with them n want to prescribe u shit.
anyway, dude said i was a hypomaniac for not needing sleep much, spending money stupidly n being overproductive in what i see needs my time.
the best definition of hypomania that concerns me is :
Hypomania: A condition similar to mania but less severe. The symptoms are similar with elevated mood, increased activity, decreased need for sleep, grandiosity, racing thoughts, and the like. However, hypomanic episodes differ in that they do not cause significant distress or impair one's work, family, or social life in an obvious way while manic episodes do.
so i go home n look it up and i see all sorts of conflicting views on this which include : Hypomania, an evolutionary advantage?
yall wont be interested in me goin on n on about something that you dont see concerns your life.
so anyway this dude wants me on Anti-depressants, and anti-psychotics.
im like hell naw i just decided to be as sober as i could be, and apart from cigs n caffeine im sober as fuck.
in the end, im like shit if this State thinks im crazy then i can fight more shit in court (next wednesday) and i will have a "reason" for speeding or any future case i catch in this retarded ass society.