"Lynch, first of all, the very fact that we're havin' this discussion on blast is an example of my position. You could have reached out to me in private thru Loki, my wife, or the mail. Instead, you instruct "somebody relay this to X." My nigga, I don't wanna talk to "somebody" I wanna talk to YOU, from YOU, directly. Until then we can do it like this if you please. Noooo problem.
My interview remarks seem to be gettin twisted. I say that you got flow other niggas can't fuck wit. I say you have a brilliant delivery. I say "I love you, cuzz," "we're good," and a bunch of other shit that means "It's all grave," and out of all that, there is some bullshit, STILL: Exactly like I said. It's right up there ^ in the quote. But aight, it is what it is. Let's DEAL with it, cuzzin. Once and for all.
Your post, dogg, I never said I think YOU'RE mad at ME. That's right up there ^ in my quote. I said, specifically, "... niggaz think I'm mad at them or whatever all the time." Than I said, "I'm mad because you don't be at me right, not becuz I don't LIKE you." And here it is, you demonstrate that by going on the NET to communicate wit me instead of by direct means. Ain't nobody HATIN' on you to me, Lynch. Don't you understand, cuzz? I wouldn't LET a nigga hate on you to me. If you KNEW me, you would know THAT. C-Lim disrespected you, it was X who flashed out about it becuz he put me in a bad spot. I liked the dude, but he dissed YOU and I ain't spoke to him since. That's what real homies do, my nigga. Young Meek disrespected YOU, it was X who flashed out about it (Who IZ Y'all) and I been funkin' wit dude ever since. That started over you, dogg. Niggaz was at YOU on wax from 1997 - 2000 and you never said a word. I did. For YOU. And you know it. I have repeatedly supported you in beef and rhyme and you have never returned that favor, and I have never expected or asked you to. I be doin' me, with our without you, and I ain't never hated on you for doin' the same. But the trip is, you get in an interview and speak my name like we reeeal tight. You give me shouts on your albums, yet you don't send me no letters. No pictures. When was the last time we TALKED? 2000? 2001? You don't holla at me, dogg. I got fans who show me more love than you and you call me your brother. That's insane, my nigga. I'd rather we actually communicated consistently than to ever hear my name on your music. I'm interested in being family. Fuck music. Oh, and just so it don't get used as an error, yeah, you've written letters. I still got 'em. But it ain't even close to consistent, and the last one I got was mailed in 2003. Remember? I said, "fucc it, I'll bring my whole ship to Siccmade; send me a contract." You never even bothered to answer the letter. And that's on GBC.
No Love? You knew him before you knew me? Cool, fam. Maybe so. I accept that. My bad; but I BANGED wit NO LOVE; I walked a yard wit 100 Blood niggaz who wanted to kill me wit NO LOVE; and ain't NOBODY jump. Life or death is the difference between your bond wit the G and mine, and we both know which is stronger. But, again, whether you ever KNOW it or not, I tell niggaz you straight cuz they ask ME. Know it or not, I endorse you to the Blocc niggas who respect you for different reasons than they respect me. The G and I discussed you deeply. The result is his support of you. Ask him.
The REASON you gotta go through "other mutha fuccaz to get a X verse" is becuz YOU don't communicate with ME. If you asked me for a verse, I'd send you whatever you requested. I did that before, my nigga. Sent you a bunch of songs. What came of it? You used a sample of one of my verses for your own song, but you never actually made a song for X. I figured you were dealin wit Ced so I kept it movin. I knew shit was hard for you at the time. But it ain't my fault you use middlemen to holla at me, Lynch. you made it that way, not me, and it's on you to alter that. I'm sayin it now: You wanna holla? Holla. I am not your enemy. I roll wit any nigga from 24 that got love for X, and they ALL do. You are of that family, whether you embrace that wholeheartedly or not. You ain't no foul nigga. There is no reason for you or anyone to think that I will not ride with you on whatever. All you gotta do is test the water. I'm still here.
You put me in the game? I been seein' that a lot for a long time; never said a word. You have consistently put yourself in the position of "creator" of X-Raided and in the position to be viewed as my G. That is not real. Sicx found me on December 17, 1990, at a party in Flatt Dogg Crip hood. I had songs that I made with Percy "P-Nut" Hunter. Sicx liked them. Sicx decided to introduce me to you. You had a two single tape out on consignment in Sac stores and so did sicx. I had never heard them, but I knew y'all names. Me, you, sicx and P-Nut met up at the studio I had been using for months. You dug my style, I dug yours. You and sicx took me to Enharmonic where we made five songs OVER that I had already made with P-Nut, with P-Nut's beats. You provided one sample out of five songs. You laid the samples to all five. I give you that. But P-Nut was the one who produced those beats, my nigga. You gave them some knocc.
I finished that EP (Niggaz in Blacc) wit you and sicx and P-Nut. Who paid my studio time? X-Raided. When my tape was pressed, who paid for that? X-Raided. You did my artwork and you altered the name for the better. Cultivating me as a rapper was Sicx. You were too busy competing with me to teach me. Sicx taught me bars and measures, not you. When Ced started lookin for me off of the buzz of my EP, Micko took BOTH of us to Ced, not YOU. Young MEEK of all niggas to give credit, God knows I wouldn't give it to Meek if it wasn't real.
When we did Psycho Active, you stepped up for me. You did another five songs for me. You made those beats. Me and Ced made "That Siccness" and the album was done. Your fingerprints were all over Psycho Active and all over me, real talk, but it was Ced and Meek who put out that album. And it came out a year before YOUR shit, 24 Deep. Somehow you got all the credit, and I never gave a fuck, but don't tell ME you put ME in the game, cuzzo. It was all of us, not ONE nigga: Ced, Meek, Lynch, Sicx, P-Nut, and X. Far from you alone. I speak the truth.
But let's review... I have seven original albums out over a span of 13 years. You only touched one album, 13 years ago. You did a hook on Xorcist, 10 years ago. I've done six albums that you had nothing to do with, and I'm still standing, cuzzin. Just like you still standin without me. You can't take credit for that, baby boy. Truly. If I waited for you, I would have been done as an artist after Psycho Active. You have not been directly involved in my career since then. Real talk. At the end of the day, we're talking about two men who made it in the game against all odds. I don't need to be above you, cuzz, but I refuse to be beneath you. I don't deserve that. I take no credit for nothin' you've done. I make no assertion that I am your G or anything other than a peer. If I can't walk beside you as an equal, I will keep doing me and wish you the best. But if you insist that anything other than mutual respect is needed to work together and make what would be both our best music in years, then that says more about you than it does about me.
Sincere respect, my nigga,
One grown ass man to another,
The X-Raided Loc
Last words: I have no beef with you. You know how to holla if you wanna get out the street wit our laundry. If not, Loki or my wife, or get my address at the pen from them. Either way."
