zahir was 1 year old! how much more darkness is gonna come my way b4 i fuckin lose it? its hard to keep a smile on lately
Like everyone else has said...sorry for your loss man. But as hard as things are life is about hellos and good buys. When my father passed away 12 years ago I was asking all the same questions you are. He was a good ass dude and didnt have an enemy in the world. When he passed I was like "why are you doing this to me GOD". My dad passed the same day as my room mates funeral and I didnt think I could take it.
You just got to keep your head up man. You been doing it and just keep doing it. If there is a god he wont show himself until hes ready to. Kind of like that ol song..He may not come when you want him but he'll be there right on time. I always remember that EVEN DEATH has a time and purpose for us. In some situations death is the anwser to years of sickness and suffering on this planet.
Any way not try to get to phylisophical or anything my dude....just keep putting one foot in front of the other and shit will work out....either from a higher power, or from your own will and determination..
Holla