Yea I get where u comin from E. I aint exactly as street orientated as I used to be these days, but I'm still doin what I'm doin, you know, "I'm still Jenny from the block" hahahahahah hell nah haha that came to mind I had to say it hahahaa.
Nah but my folks is mostly more intelligent types, I'm not sayin white people types but I try to keep company with people that can hold up a decent conversation. But I get where u comin from on this its some bullshit, contradictory. That's not really my intent though. Number one is I aint with "being down" no more. Funkin, bullshit, hard drugs, police, drama ass females y'all can have it...I still keep company with mostly 'hip-hop' types and still dress and talk somewhat like I used to, but for the most part I ain't keepin company with bangers, thugs, whatever, just folks that's out to parlay.
Even myself I don't talk like a homeboy as much, whatever tho. I'm not at the 'Friends' white people level, but not street associated exactly either. With some females at Starbucks other day (haha) and I was laughin about it to myself later, had a decent time just choppin it up with some hifey ass white bitches. That seems to be the types of things I'm doin these days more often.
Basically, I'm still me, but that's a different person. I aint tryin to come off like "look at me, I'm better than you", but I recognize that street elements and the life only matter to a certain extent. How I was talkin earlier about this and that, I was just defending my position the way shit used to be. I'll still defend how I was brought up and the things I used to do, but that's not where I'm headed anymore. Matter of fact I don't plan on endin up in prison, ever, so AB whatever I aint worried about it. If it came down to my survival yea I would join, Depending on how long I was in, I'd try not to get tats or whatever, but for the most part I'm sayin fuck the pinta. And my "Frisco" influence
is still there but not to the same extent. It's not important enough that I would risk my life for the right to say nigga. You and I know that's some bullshit.