Okay, so I'm 15 and a male, and I think I might be bi. I get off to gay porn and can't get hard to straight porn, I crush on guys sometimes and have even given a bj to an older guy. I haven't had any proper girlfriends except for one, who I fingered but when I was getting a hand job I couldn't get very hard. I fantasize about doing sexual things with guys (except anal because that weirds me out), and I don't usually fantasize about girls. I think I may be sexually attracted to guys but romantically attracted to girls? I think my feelings are just starting to develop, but I want to stop them before I become 100% sure I'm bi.
I have nothing against gay or bi people at all, (as cliche as it sounds) I have a lot of gay friends, I live in a community that accepts gays and bis, my parents and friends would be fine with me being bi/gay, but I really just don't want to be gay or bi. I want to live with a woman when I'm older, start a family and all that, and I just feel uncomfortable seeing myself as bi. I get upset when I think I might not be straight.
I know most of you will say things like "just accept yourself for who you are, etc, etc" but I actually don't want to. It's like I'm being forced to be gay or bi when I want to be straight.
What can I do?
Thanks brehs!
