called up the scheduling supervisor i was pissed i had the dude stuttering and pretty sure he was about to break down or something i could tell he was really legitimately stressed out about all this shit then i threatened to not show up and quit and he got real upset seemed to take it personal so i chilled out a bit, dont want to give the poor guy a stroke, finally we just kinda were at a loss with what to do. the guys just been kinda tossed into that job and cant handle it, he overscheduled all these time off requests for the end of august theres 12 open shifts and theres usually only like 4 dudes who are willing to cover any given extra shift, he'll probably get fired or something so whatever. it is what it is i have a shitty job. im going to just drive out to my friends families property saturday and stay up all day for the memorial service and to see everyone then bounce out at night i guess. maybe fuckin sleep all night at work, fuck it. take my vacation starting the week of the 28th i already got a couple ppl to agree to go to my other friends who has property kinda out in that same area, at least for that weekend, it'll be pretty tame but who knows maybe i can still drink myself to death lol, fuck it man