I got a problem
As I opened that fifth bottle I realized what the fuck was going on. I was about to drink until I forgot about everything. Then I realized, I was drinking as if someone was putting that bottle to my mouth and forcing me to drink, but I'm in control. My problems are my fuckin problems NOT YOURS. You don't give a fuck about them cuz they don't affect you. They only affect me. And as thy're my problems only I can change them. Posting about them online isn't gonna make them go away, crying about them isn't gonna make them go away, only MY ACTIONS are gonna make them go away. And this "alcohol in control" bullshit is a contributing factor to one of my biggest problems. M y physical health. Im extremely overweight, but I can change that shit. I don't need to be overweight, its bad for me. I will die as areult of it. Its time I stop doing for real what I said as a koje to
@ELPOLLITO
and stop drinking to make my problems go away because THEY DONT!! Its all in my head. Its time I start to no bore you motherfuckers with my problems because you dot give a shit. BOO HOO! BITCH AINT NOBODY GIVE A FUCK! GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER AND BE A MAN! Nomsayin? Go to the gym ,jog, I dont give a fuck. Thats what Im gonna do. Its time I get my life in order while its still on. My problems are fucking miniscule compared to other people, kids with cancer and shit. They deserve symptahy, especialkly when they can change their lives aroudn. Im not giving up alcohol indefinietly, I just need moderation. Then I can take care of my mental health, try even fucking harder to find a job, maybe out of town. I can get the bus, no excuses. And the most important goal is my physical health so I dont die lol. Time to toughen up now and put on my big boy pants, IM a man so its time I act like it.
PS excuse my spelling mistakes, Ive eaten nothing today so the alcohol has more effect, I lost my appetite when that shit happened. BUT SHIT WILL CHANGE< MARK MY WORDS!