Thanks Butcher. I'm gonna spend as much time as I can with him. He's been a close ass friend since I was like 12 (18 years), and he has seen me at my absolute worst. Everyone else has cut me out of their life because I'm such an alcoholic/addict piece of shit, but he's stuck by me. I actually saw him cry for the first time ever tonight, broke my heart. He's basically all I have left besides my girl, but you guys know, a dude friend can't be replaced by a chick; no matter how dope she is. I'm hoping it won't spread and/or can be removed without any long term damage, but you never know when it comes to the brain. I for sure won't let this put me back in crackhead status, but I just had to escape reality, as weak as that is.
Sorry for the emo post brehs...