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DaGrimProphet

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you wanna kill yourself but worried bout your record you're an idiot
I dont wanna kill myself homie, I couldnt bring myself to do something that would break my moms heart like that... thats the "help", thats the shit stopping my from leaving all this misery behind. Im just worried about these early signs of her becoming senile... I dont think Ill be able to cope when that shit happens.
 

DaGrimProphet

English Gentleman
Dec 23, 2014
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nobody on here gives a shit whether you off yourself today or go to prison tomorrow, this isn't LIFELINE
Thats why I post it up here, I know I can get some honesty and none of that "your life is so important" bullshit. I mean, whats the fucking fucking point. Im just gonna die sooner or later. Who the fuck is even gonna know I existed in 100 years? Thats right, this shit is meaningless.

And I know I cant get a good job with out going to university, theres way too much competition here thanks to mass uncontrolled immigration from eastern europe. I already told yall my parents could only afford to pay for my brother to go. What the fuck do I do after I finish my a-levels? I cant get a job now, whats gonna change in a year? And when I do land a job its not gonna be great, I wont have a nice house or car or clothes and shit. Ima stay at the bottom for the rest of my life, and is life really worth living for that?
 
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DaGrimProphet

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I aint asking for sympathy, Im just letting yall know how it is and why I post like this. I scrolled through like 50 pages of the open forum today, shit was cracking right before I joined... yall can put 2 and 2 together yourselves.
 
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Damn, my fam lost his pitbull he has had for 12 years, upsetting cuz i had her when she was young and would take care of her when he went away, he'd bring her over pretty much everyday too so i knew her really well.

I sometimes wonder if ill even have pets when im older cuz having to see them die after over a decade of being with them everyday is some depressing shit.
 
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I aint asking for sympathy, Im just letting yall know how it is and why I post like this. I scrolled through like 50 pages of the open forum today, shit was cracking right before I joined... yall can put 2 and 2 together yourselves.
You should log off siccness and get your self a dog, they'll sit there and listen to your shit all day.