RIP Lesbianyayo

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smh, they die too young

R.I.P. i didnt know homie, but i know Rossi, sorry for your loss G, keep your head up

i got a funeral to go to myself, a former substitute from HS and bible study teacher passed a few days ago...its been a bad week man

R.I.P. to all the fallen souls
February has been a bad month man... lost some good people
 

Arson

Long live the KING!!!!
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shit man, you already know. It's been about 5 years since the last time I had a full day without a migraine. Everyday a migraine for 5 fuckin years. Trying to get my insurance to cover those botox injections, they fuck around too much though (take 500 different medications you already know don't work and then maybe they'll cover it).
god damn, every day?
 
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I really don't want to make this thread into something it's not but that's a pretty fucked thing to say man. Depression is an illness. People who are suffering from depression aren't thinking normal, there could be chemical imbalances, mental health issues, etc. It truly is a disease. I didn't know dude personally so I obviously can't speak on his mental state, family history with depression/suicide, etc but I'm damn sure not gonna call the man a coward. Only he knew the horrors that went on in his head. Not you and you're in no position to judge him.

With that off my chest, R.I.P.
Couldn't of said it any better, doesn't really matter what one person has seen or been through no matter the similarities.. From person to person it's a whole different story/walk of life. I see my uncle depressed every fucking day. Has no motivation to do anything what so ever, than there's my father who isn't doing good either who talks about "getting the fuck out of this fucked up world", it's crazy to me because I can't understand where they are coming from. I mean there's been times where I've thought about offing myself because it just didn't seem worth it but I've realized life is what you make of it... No matter what your background is or where you came from shit can get better if you make it happen. That's just my two cents though
 

Legman

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Couldn't of said it any better, doesn't really matter what one person has seen or been through no matter the similarities.. From person to person it's a whole different story/walk of life. I see my uncle depressed every fucking day. Has no motivation to do anything what so ever, than there's my father who isn't doing good either who talks about "getting the fuck out of this fucked up world", it's crazy to me because I can't understand where they are coming from. I mean there's been times where I've thought about offing myself because it just didn't seem worth it but I've realized life is what you make of it... No matter what your background is or where you came from shit can get better if you make it happen. That's just my two cents though
its not always about offing yourself when dealin with depression, the shit affects every aspect of your life...its like a pair of iron grippers that dont let go until it wants to....depression and mental illness are no joke...thats why there should be treatment for drug addicts not imprisonment...thats like lockin fat people up in an all you can eat buffet and expecting them to come out skinny and with no mustard stains....it wont happen

#fuckcancer #fuckdiabetes #fuckdepression

i hope anyone struggling with the shit can find it in themselves to fight it and get help...theres no shame in admitting theres something wrong that needs fixin
 

Dana Dane

RIP Vallejo Kid
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I'm depressed, clinically depressed. Some days my body hurts so bad that I can't get out of bed. I'm a fucking failure. I have so much potential and I'm 40 years old and I've wasted it all. They want me to take pills that may or not make me feel better and I consider it, but I'm not ready to make that decision... Sometimes I feel like giving up. Sometimes I lay in bed and can't see how I can go through another day.... You know what I never think about? Hurting my family and making them feel one ounce of what I'm going through... I may not love myself my most days but I love my family enough to know that no matter how dark I think my day may be, it's never enough to put them through that agony... I'm not that selfish... Suicide is a selfish act... If I can push through, anyone can.
 

BASEDVATO

Judo Chop ur Spirit
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RIP to dude... I would have random twitter conversation with him through the years, found some vsts, and program links for him when he started getting into production - always was a nice dude. Losing a close friend sucks! Best wishes to his kids and family, and they grow up with a strong support system.

You have to be in a serious mentally depressed (diseased) state to take your own life. The people that are saying shit about it, are showing there lack of education on the issue - remove your belief system on the issue.
 
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I'm depressed, clinically depressed. Some days my body hurts so bad that I can't get out of bed. I'm a fucking failure. I have so much potential and I'm 40 years old and I've wasted it all. They want me to take pills that may or not make me feel better and I consider it, but I'm not ready to make that decision... Sometimes I feel like giving up. Sometimes I lay in bed and can't see how I can go through another day.... You know what I never think about? Hurting my family and making them feel one ounce of what I'm going through... I may not love myself my most days but I love my family enough to know that no matter how dark I think my day may be, it's never enough to put them through that agony... I'm not that selfish... Suicide is a selfish act... If I can push through, anyone can.
Unfortunately not everyone can Dana Dane @Dana Dane . Yes its selfish in that the person is hurting those that love them, it's obviously terrible. Again though everyone is different, everyone's brain is unique and functions differently. That part in your brain that is telling you you can't hurt your family doesn't always work the same way for others. They need serious help, whether it be medication to help chemical imbalances, therapy or both. If they don't receive the proper treatment....it's tough. Add to that drugs and alcohol abuse, not a good situation.
 

Rossibreath

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Suicide is devastating for everyone involved. I can't fucking believe this happened. You know how you do stupid shit when yer blacked out that you would never do sober ? I feel like that's what happened but he did the ultimate thing you can't take back. God he was the awesomest dude, and to see his kids tonight and baby mama was crazy. I told her if them lil shits ever need anything hit me up.
 

Mike Manson

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shit man, you already know. It's been about 5 years since the last time I had a full day without a migraine. Everyday a migraine for 5 fuckin years. Trying to get my insurance to cover those botox injections, they fuck around too much though (take 500 different medications you already know don't work and then maybe they'll cover it).

Damn, that's crazy. Luckily I only get migraines from time to time. No idea how to manage having migraines everyday. Respect.

I have had back problems since I was about 16. These days I wake up everyday because of pain. Not fun either, but if I move etc, it normally goes away...or I just drink more.
 
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Like lots of others, saw his name on here for years and know he was involved in some funny add threads. His name alone shows dude had a sense of humor. Same age is me and everything. Head up Rossi, this Siccness famz for real. I hope he can R.I.P and pray for his daughters.
 
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If I can push through, anyone can.
Thats a very subjective view of this topic. Everyone is different and not everyone who is clinically depressed will have the same feelings, restraints, and filters as you. Clinical depression can also occur with other mental disorders, such as bi-polar disorder, and makes it even MORE difficult to manage.
 
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And what if someone doesnt have any kids or a spouse? And has a torn relationship with their family? And not very many friends? Is it selfish then? Whats the threshold for being selfish when it comes to suicide? How about overdosing? Is that also selfish?

All this judging in the thread....good grief. Nothing worse than a finger-wagger. Espcially to a dead man.