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S.SAVAGE

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I lightweight go on an adventure every night when i sleep, some crazy way out shit too

nightmares suck
2-0-Sixx @2-0-Sixx man that chantix shit is something else, same thing for me i took it for a week & had the craziest vivid nightmares that felt real as fuck at the time

fuck chantix
 
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I lightweight go on an adventure every night when i sleep, some crazy way out shit too

nightmares suck
2-0-Sixx @2-0-Sixx man that chantix shit is something else, same thing for me i took it for a week & had the craziest vivid nightmares that felt real as fuck at the time

fuck chantix
Were they like evil and shit too? I've had plenty of nightmare in my life but never the fucked up shit I was doing in my dreams on that drug! No wonder people commit suicide shit fucks with ur brain.
 

S.SAVAGE

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Were they like evil and shit too? I've had plenty of nightmare in my life but never the fucked up shit I was doing in my dreams on that drug! No wonder people commit suicide shit fucks with ur brain.
I dont really have dreams / nightmares where I am doing evil shit breh, usually I am trying to avoid evil shit in my dreams.

....you're just demented LMAO
 
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Im 28. Been smoking tree since i was 12, drinking since 15 and hard drugs since 18. I lived a pretty fucked up life thus far. Im wondering if this is payback for all the shit i did in my youth. Like post traumatic stress or some shit. Sometimes i have nightmares about being locked up again. Other times i see my daughter, and shes running through a sunflower field laughing. Life is strange when you sober up. It gets pretty real. I have alot of wreckage to clean up. I just hope one day my daughter and I have a relationship. I dont know man. Im just venting. I need to get back to my family and friends. This move to Florida has been a complete failure and Im ready to come home to California.
 

S.SAVAGE

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Im 28. Been smoking tree since i was 12, drinking since 15 and hard drugs since 18. I lived a pretty fucked up life thus far. Im wondering if this is payback for all the shit i did in my youth. Like post traumatic stress or some shit. Sometimes i have nightmares about being locked up again. Other times i see my daughter, and shes running through a sunflower field laughing. Life is strange when you sober up. It gets pretty real. I have alot of wreckage to clean up. I just hope one day my daughter and I have a relationship. I dont know man. Im just venting. I need to get back to my family and friends. This move to Florida has been a complete failure and Im ready to come home to California.
You need to fight for 50% custody of your daughter, Florida or not that is your seed.

Just some food for thought, good luck breh. I know being away from your kid is not easy.
 

HERESY

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Im 28. Been smoking tree since i was 12, drinking since 15 and hard drugs since 18. I lived a pretty fucked up life thus far. Im wondering if this is payback for all the shit i did in my youth. Like post traumatic stress or some shit. Sometimes i have nightmares about being locked up again. Other times i see my daughter, and shes running through a sunflower field laughing. Life is strange when you sober up. It gets pretty real. I have alot of wreckage to clean up. I just hope one day my daughter and I have a relationship. I dont know man. Im just venting. I need to get back to my family and friends. This move to Florida has been a complete failure and Im ready to come home to California.
Fuck your family and friends. Your daughter is the only family and friend you should be concerned with. Is she a priority or not? If so, you are going to have to buckle down, accept who her moms is with and put the interest of your daughter first. You've had your playtime and now it's over.
 

S.SAVAGE

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I meant while you were on Chantix. As soon as I stopped taking that my dreams went back to normal.
lmao I knew what you meant I was just fucking with you

I can tell you I didnt have any evil dreams of ME doing fucked up shit on it, but I didnt have very vivid nightmares from it, usually of other peoples craziness I was trying to avoid.
 

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Im 28. Been smoking tree since i was 12, drinking since 15 and hard drugs since 18. I lived a pretty fucked up life thus far. Im wondering if this is payback for all the shit i did in my youth. Like post traumatic stress or some shit. Sometimes i have nightmares about being locked up again. Other times i see my daughter, and shes running through a sunflower field laughing. Life is strange when you sober up. It gets pretty real. I have alot of wreckage to clean up. I just hope one day my daughter and I have a relationship. I dont know man. Im just venting. I need to get back to my family and friends. This move to Florida has been a complete failure and Im ready to come home to California.
AAAYYYEEEEEE
 

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HERESY

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have u ever been haunted by demons or fucked wit by spirits in your sleep? thats what sleep paralysis really is.


shits fucked up
Get the fuck out of here.

So a demon or spirit is going to only fuck with me while I am sleep and on my back??? So why the fuck do I now know when I am about to experience it and why can I stop it now?
 

HERESY

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id try and explain, but u have to experience it urself to understand
Nah nigga explain. I have experienced the shit hundreds of times and talked about it here. You think this is the first thread on the Siccness where it is mentioned? So how the fuck is a demon or spirit fucking with me only, when there are other muthafuckas in the crib and this demon is only fucking with me at night? And when I am on my back and only when my circadian rhythm is fucked up?

Now I am not saying that demons and spirits don't exist but sleep paralysis ain't got shit to do with demons and spirits. I can tell just when I am about to have an episode. I am lucid and then everything goes pitch black and I can then wake myself before it happens or I am not lucid everything goes pitch black for a while, I then become lucid and then I enter paralysis.