I used to carry a switchblade on me everyday.... glad those days are over. I mainly did it cuz my mind became so paranoid and I always had visions of crazy shit happening and people tryin to hurt me n shit so I stayed ready. Back in 2012 it was so bad I could barely walk down the street, I had my knife in hand the whole time I'd be walking just to feel comfortable it was crazy cuz I was on 2-6 mg xanax a day for anxiety but even then my mind was just fucked lol