I think you might be autistic fam
The bible is very powerful and so is the story of Jesus and his sacrifice. I have faith, if you don't then that is your choice.
I have questioned them, but my beliefs are based on my spirituality and connection with God.
This is a contradiction. First you say your faith is strong basing it on the power of the Bible. Then you say your belief is based on spirituality.
Have I struck a nerve ?