NICE TRY, BUT I DONT FEEL YOU, STEP IT UP CARL WINSLOW
carl winslow said:
what im saying isnt out of racism or ignorance, its out of frustration. believe me, i understand the system and its workings, with the combination of life experiences and lots of reading ive begun to truly understand sectors of our society - education, health care, violence etc. - and though im far from an expert, i think ive developed a decent understanding of why shit is the way it is - at least to the point where knowing what i know, i can now never let myself be a fully controled pawn of the "system." and its frustrating to me that everyone else doesnt develop this knowledge. ive been working with "inner city kids" for a few years now, and that shit is frustrating that these kids dont wanna learn anything. now i agree and could explain to you in great detail how fucked up our education system is, but the thing is most ppl cant. and if you talk shit and go against learning anything in school, but then cant explain how our education system truly works and why its fucked up, youre just talking outta rebellion and thatll do you no good. basically the whole point of education is to socialize each and everyone of us. school is a sift and sorting machine that tries to tell ppl where they belong in our society. if you get through it with good grades and learn how to memorize and spit back all the bullshit they teach and dont question anything, youll probably end up with a good job and money, but youve been socialized, to not think about the "system" and you just keep it going. but if you say fuck it and just completely abandon getting an education, then youre part of the other group thats been socialized. socialized to stay in the ghetto working at mcdonalds, or in a life of crime. the key is to get an education, but understand why youre doing it and understand the institution that is education. because then you come out recieving the tool that is a diploma or a degree, but rather than use it just to keep the system going, you can use it against the system. and thats truly fucking the system. sorry to break it to you, but tookie williams did not fuck the system, he was a victim, just like so many other black and latino ppl. and thats what bothers me. why look up to a victim? i feel sorry for him (and i am againt capital punishment, and his execution) but hes not someone i want my kids looking up to. all the kids i work with now, look up to him like some sort of hero (these kids are 12-14 yrs old) but not cause he wrote books, cause they think hes tight, cause he was a crip. and they all say the same thing "fuck the police", "fuck the government". ill ask them why, and they cant truly answer. these are young teens, but grown men the ghetto do it too. just talking out of theri ass but not doing anything about it. i truly want blacks and latinos to empower themselves, but theyre not going to do it reading the tookie williams life story. mumia abu jamal, thats a guy whos in prison and whos doing his part in fucking the system. its guys like that who need to be looked up to. and yes bill cosby and charles barkely. black ppl get so upset to hear another black man tell them to stop crying about the man holding them down and to do something about it. but its the truth. and these guys didnt have to be locked up for years to have to realize it
NOW THA REASON WHY WE ARE HAVING THIS DEBATE IS BASED ON CLASS! UPPER CLASS , MIDDLE CLASS , and LOWER CLASS. Thats how the system has divided YOU and I and others. NOW you went in 1 , 2 , 3 different direction without formating your thoughts in a manner which are based on facts, but what you read or observe as the facts, you need to take a CLASS on TURF TRAINING real HOOD TRAINING before you council kids, so Im gon help you out since your crying out for HELP from a GANGSTA to tell you what you need to do. Now those young kids your talking about need people like me and others who come from where they come from to identify with. Its gonna take us G'z that learned from our mistakes to tell them what is really going on, I dont speak against EDUCATION, Im all for it but this aint WONDERLAND its real in the field homie. Those Kids need MOTIVATION and GUIDANCE, from their own rather u wanna believe it or not. We are seperated as a whole because the SYSTEM made it that way. It aint your fault or mine thats just the way it is. Now u say TOOKIE was a victim, WE ARE ALL VICTIMS in a society that doesnt really give us the chance to make up for our mistakes, without going thru some type of bullshit to prove ourselves to them, THATS WHY u got men that get out of prison with a plan to do good but they cant get a job thats worth working to survive because of their past THE STRIKES ARE AGAINST US. I mean we all gotta crawl before we walk , but what if you have already crawled? What they want you to do go back to crawling when you want to stand up and be a positive person in society. I have many trades and I have worked many good JOBS, but I was Lucky that dont work for everyone, u know what i mean, I sold Drugs too while I was working in a real way. I DID IT ALL HOMIE! We as men want alot of things that we cant have at that moment, so we take that fast way or easy route to get what we want, IM HERE TO TELL YOU, IT AINT NO SHORT CUTS. IF u want to be a HUSLA , HUSLE HARD, IF U WANT TO BE A WORKER, WORK HARD. Its all good but if u gotta do what u gotta do , DO IT that means if EDUCATION IS THE ONLY WAY FOR U, THEN THATS WHAT IT IS. THATS WHAT I WOULD TELL THOSE KIDS YOUR TALKING ABOUT and thats all TOOKIE was trying to get across. You cant blame those kids for looking up to TOOKIE as a GANGSTA, cuz most of these kids dont know shit THEY GOT HARDHEADS, THEY YOUNG, DUMB AND FULL OF CUM and STILL WET BEHIND THE EARS, BUT if u got a problem with how they think instead of being sick of their thinking, TALK TO THEM if u feel u so real, THE PROBLEM IS, is that you aint real and they recognize that so they really dont give a fucc about how u feel or what u think. STOP BEING FRUSTRATED AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT BE REAL! (THE DIFFERENCE IS TOOKIE WAS REAL SO PEOPLE LISTENED) TOOKIE accomplished alot, where is your NOBEL PEACE PRIZE nomination 4 times, I dont call that a VICTIM I call him the WAKE UP call for all of us. Not just because he bettered himself MENTALLY but its not easy to admit your wrongs and faults to kids in books, and in front of a audience of kids and tell them BASICALLY, I WAS A FUCK UP and I dont wanna see yall take my route cuz this CELL I live in, is where you will end up. The streets didnt just look up to TOOKIE for being a GANGSTA , they looked up to him for the changes he was able to make in his life. I remember when the GANG truce was going down in LOS ANGELES, WATTS , COMPTON, LONG BEACH , TOOKIE made that happen and I was riding right along the side of TONY BOGARD (RIP), cuz TONY was the main link to TOOKIE around that time. IT was a beautiful thang, I WAS THERE REPRESENTIN. So what im trying to tell you is stop getting frustrated and stand up for what you believe in and HELP these kids, dont put them down for they beliefs but help them to understand this SYSTEM and whats really going on. If one of them dont listen maybe the next one will, but dont act like you giving up on them cuz THATS SOME BITCH ASS SHIT, IF its to HOT in the kitchen then i suggest u get the fuck out if your HEART aint in it. Dont act like u care, CARE FORREAL DONT PLAY WITH IT! I aint no kid u dont need to tell me about education TELL THE KIDS, START CARING ABOUT THEM and thats real. Get involved with they parents tell them what you feel and see, what yall can work out or accomplish as a whole team. U KNOW PUBLIC SCHOOLS try to seperate THA STREETS from THA PREPPIES and THA SLOW from THA SMART but they cant cuz they all mingle and interact with one another for numerous reasons, so what the system needs to do is meet this problem head on and pay those TEACHERS more money and give them more of a foundation to work with instead of just the BASICS, PUT SOME TRADE CLASSES IN THEM SCHOOLS, MAYBE KIDS WOULD HAVE BETTER ATTITUDES IF THEY COULD COME OUT OF HIGHSCHOOL MAKING SOME REAL MONEY, STOP EMPHASIZING SO MUCH ON COLLEGE, HAVE REAL COUNSELORS (BETTER TRAINED) FOR STUDENTS WITH BEHAVIORAL PROBLEMS IN THEIR SCHOOLS: BECAUSE OF SITUATION AT HOME OR THEY LIVES PERIOD. U know the SYSTEM dont give a fuck about PUBLIC SCHOOLS, PUBLIC SCHOOLS are minority schools. U know that. I remember not going to BORING ass classes sometimes and still passing classes, who wants to keep learning the same shit over and over, its just about money PUBLIC SCHOOLS ARE COUNTY CHECK SCHOOLS that teach us the BASICS cuz thats all they can afford to do, they get funding from the STATE regardless if we show up or not, we just a CHECK and MOST of the TEACHERS dont care. So to sum it up dont BLAME TOOKIE, BLAME yourself for not speaking out to these kids and making them understand where u are coming from. TOOKIE WASNT YOUR ENEMY, But thats what the SYSTEM wants you to think, stop being the SYSTEMS pawn towards your own people or the next person period, put your own message out there and if the message is REAL then people will listen, IF the message is fake then YOU AINT REAL so whos going to LISTEN, ITS ALL up to YOU. TOOKIE aint the problem homie, you got a VOICE use it, THATS WHAT HE DID. P.S. IT AINT EASY TO USE YOUR VOICE WITHOUT LEVERAGE OR THOSE KIDS RESPECT, BUT IF U BELIEVE IN YOURSELF AND WHAT YOUR TALKING ABOUT TRULY FROM THE HEART AND U GOT REAL LIFE EXPERIENCES TO SPEAK ON, THAT THE KIDS CAN IDENTIFY WITH, THEN U ALREADY HAVE LEAVERAGE JUST PUT IT MOTION, but dont put the next MAN down cuz your a long way,away from accomplishing WHAT TOOKIE ACCOMPLISHED! from yall GANGSTA KAVIO, WE LOVE YOU TOOKIE! WORDS FROM A MADE MAN