lol anything can be addicting if you find it great enough to be actually addicted to it.
you can be addicted to working out, to cleaning shit, to straightening up books, to eating your food in a certain order...really the human mind can allow itself to become addicted to anything.
siccness.
cigarettes.
sex.
violence.
anything, really. haha.
but uh yeah, i still wouldn't suggest doin any type of serotonin imbalancer.
or anything in that matter of drugs...
i actually got a bike, and i go biking every night(well when it ain't raining or ball-freezing cold outside) and i eat a lot of vegetables cause at work we got fresh veggies n shit...just easy to throw something together.
i suggest get some healthy cookbooks, like they got the 'quick healthy meals' and shit like that...
cause a lot of people think its nasty and bland, but i'v enever been so happy with food since i became vegetarian....not sayin you have to, just the increase of veggies and fruits has made me all around feel wonderful, and its not the placebo effect cause i didn't even notice i was eatin more of them until just recently.
i hate running cause i feel like a dumb ass, i dunno its weird for me...i like biking, so i got some toned legs now, and i lift up a lot to speed up so my whole body is gettin used atleast....now my shorts from when i was 14 fit again, it feels good.
but uh yeah. biking, eating, and thinking positively is what works for me.
been losin weight, went from 170 to 148ish, and i'm still losin it, probably another 8 pounds, sinc ei am sorta tall.
just remember, don't worry about the deadline, just worry about how you'll feel...and the more you think positively about everything, then finally it will get to you, and you'll realize how good you feel after you work out and eat healthily, and then you'll really lose weight and look really healthy