No, I am quite real, it is just that at some point I realized that I was spending way to much time blogging and message boarding and I was getting tired of it so I made the conscious decision to focus on research (as far as this is possible in our current era of endless distractions)
just like you seeing your tagging along the current social era of endless distractions as a norm when really its just a self-reflection of your ego/"inner world"
so who knows? maybe you are a figment of your own imagination. And every reply you had backing it up stands on no grounds other than a self imagined/interpretted concept that means nothing to the rest of the world as they are all busy with their own self reflected reality.
one can intellectually attempt to define anything but it will always remain nothing but a concept, including the word concept.
something you will most likely not do is a whole lot of self inquiry based on the circumstances of your upbringing, but bro, try to go as deep as u can into finding out who YOU are, starting with who YOU are as an identity.
maybe as youll see yourself different, your ambitions and desires or lack thereof will bring you what you never thought u could have.
this wasnt totally meant for just you, but everybody readin it.