i hate to turn the siccness on some non-siccness shit, but you know man, the shit makes me wonder about when niggas be on here gettin a little too personal. like, truth be told, synical could have possibly really had to face my homie eventually being that hes damn near like my brother, and would have eventually met superfly snuka (who is damn near like my brother at this point too) in san diego, or in the bay. and i can only cringe at the fact that my boy woulda had to personally/individually face what he said about my other homeboys wife, and he said some really personal shit. synical probably would have got fucked up over that one to the point where i probably would have had to pry superfly snuka off the nigga. like, you dont talk about someones wife like that, you dont talk about anyone whom someone loves, i even think it was fucked up when someone dissed montes dead father. you can lose your life over shit like that. you know, i had to watch all this fucked up shit a homie said, have his back and then see something so random and negative happen to someone who technically, outside of the
shit he said online, didnt deserve what happened to him.
this little situation has taught me to show people more respect as human beings, even online. because you never know what could happen in response, even if not a face-to-face over your online character, becoming the joke, or just unfortunately having to eat your words through a tragedy happening in your life. you can fuck around and joke, even clown someone, but becoming too personal is just fucked up. for all i know god may have a way to teach people lessons who do things like that.
ive talked to friends about this situation because for me, its a hard one. i would think god isnt so fucked up that he would do something like this as karma; but they say you reap what you sow...its sad that the same brain that was used to make these jokes and aggravate people became a victim to something that could literally destroy that same thinking process. life is ill, man....and very precious...and shit like this happening to people around me only makes me respect life, mine AND others..more.
i think sometimes peoples online characters go to their heads. i mean, at the same time he had people online hate him, he had the respect from people in san diego that would rob alot of the people on here, no mask, no gun, strong arm punking broad day. cuz them niggas was with the shit that much. i think sometimes when you gain the respect of niggas like that in your city you feel you can talk a little more high powered. at the end of the day i think thats where some of that came from in synical. that mixed with the fact that half of the internet thought he was white, it was kind of like he felt he had the green light to troll people based on the amount of realness he had offline.
its kinda like when you give a square a AR-15 and a camera phone..that gun gets to some peopels heads when it gets in their hands...his AR just happened to be the keyboard
people have a tendency to forget how real shit is that they say to others. you know, i talked alot of shit too, ive hurt alot of peoples feelings on the net and at this point in my life, i honestly apologize to anyone ive ever disrespected on here without reason. ive yet to meet one person who wasnt solid from the siccness. truth be told most of yall deserve respect.
thanks for wishin my nigga luck in the field of life....i wish i had just saw the nigga that last time....i never thought he wouldnt be able to talk again. speak to me like he used to, smoke with a nigga, all that. i thought it was gonna be a operation and then he was gonna be back to normal. here we are 6 months later and my nigga is still in the hospital. i can only think deep thoughts....ask god why it happened the way it happened..but theres no answers in this shit...sometimes things just happen...so once again to everyone on here who could let go of they grudge and wish a nigga luck in getting better, youve earned my respect.
i aint gonna say no more about the shit, but at the end of the day..that was and is a good nigga he just had an awkward sense of humor.....i didnt always agree with him, i didnt always respect what he said and did, matter fact the nigga owe me 40 dollars...lmfao...but ill always have a homies back. if there was something i could give to him of my own to help him get better, i'd go under the knife tomorrow. thats how a real nigga rocks.
and yeah, im glad he has the woman he does have on his side. just seeing her stay strong for dude like that is fucking amazing. but you know, theres the double edged sword; he had disrespected my boys wife completely. being in the middle of that shit is fuckin odd. so i'm glad i had a talk w superfly snuka tonight and he to some degree wished him well. that was good to hear, it was hard to be between that shit.