Thank you, everyone. We are coping and the shock has subsided for the time.
he was my closest supporter, and our relationship was growing more than it has in years.
he lived through me during my trip to Vegas, and I know that me getting to go to it wasn't for me at all, but rather his swan song.
The man loved his cars, and was so excited and proud of me for stepping out and doing what i wanted to do.
I hope to be like my dad as i grow up and become a man.
He was noble, and unfortunately because of his problems, sometimes frustrated with not being heard.
I am trying not to regret anything that I feel I could have done better, and also to give off that feeling to my brothers and sisters.
We all grieve differently, but I noticed that guilt and regret were taking hold of us.
I have to make sure we don't follow down that path and keep ourselves positive.