I know I don't really know you, but anybody that contributes on the forum has a place in my heart, so I got a little shook when I read the title. I'm glad you and your family came out safe after the wreck.
And ECOSE, I feel for you in the loss of your family. i know all too well now how that shock and the questioning of self worth feels in the midst of a family death. i know it's cliche, but I truly mean stay strong in your heart and for your family. The next few days are the toughest, and then the healing process starts.
And props to rasan for putting your faith out in the open constantly in the midst of people who either mock you for it, or don't share the same plight and can't understand why you'd put your faith in the intangible. Coming from me, the son of an ordained minister, it's always refreshing to see that kind of maturity and faith displayed.