my question is How......Ive got twins (Boy & a girl) and Im ready to hang myself from tha fuccin ceiling fan......you deserve props for not killing yourself yet......
I have a step brother and sis through adoption. I'm an only blood related child of the family and the baby. When my dad got sick and shit hit the fan and he died, I had to handle everything (it's only right of course), but I had no support from my siblings. My mom is in a coma as we speak, been on it since Oct. 17, 2007. I feel like I'm flyin' alone in this cold world Homie and my kids are the ones who keep me level. Call it selfish, or whatever anybody's judgement may be, I don't care. I thought about only having one child, but I would never wish for my child to go through what I been going through in my older stages in life. I know even with a big famliy, it can be left to one person at times, but just knowing that you have that blood related brother, or sister is a big lift off your shoulders.
Plus, I'm looking forward to have the best days of my life as an old man. God willing I live to enjoy them like I plan.