It is not being seen, and you are right the idea that individuality is false is maya... because taking that identification with thought to be real would be attachment to form. And there's nothing wrong with that as long as you realize that's what is going on. Because if you do not see that then this is where the suffering and separation begins.
No. It has nothing to do with "taking the identification with thought to be real." Thoughts are not intrinsically false. Or, I should say, the content of thought is not necessarily false. The thought, "aham brahmasmi," for instance, is not false nor does it constitute a false identification.
You're correct the idea that everything being one undifferentiated, homogenous whole on the absolute platform is a material idea.. but that material idea arises in awareness... the idea that everything is NOT one undifferentiated, homogenous whole is a material idea.. that arises in awareness. The championing of this concept arises in awareness... the negation of this arises in awareness. The idea of awareness arises in what i am calling awareness... and what i am pointing to as awareness is not awareness at all.. it is unknowable because the conception of it.. arises within it. It always stands prior to the movement of any form that is perceived.
The idea of one undifferentiated, homogenous whole is speculation out of material conception. That is what I am saying. I am not calling all ideas "material," and I reject your insistence that they are. This notion of monism arises not out of true awareness but out of sheer negation of material variety. Both affirmation and negation constitute illusion, so long as one remains on the speculative platform. Information of spiritual variety is abundant in Vedantic texts, but Advaitists won't touch those texts. They stick with the vague mysticism of the more neophyte literatures. The speculation that the absolute realm is devoid of variety comes out of the desire to end suffering and the mistaken assessment that the cause of suffering - material existence - is intimately tied with the existence of variety, form, etc. Simply put: not all variety is illusion, not all form is illusion. The Advaitists want to pigeonhole these things as being Maya, thus when Isvara descends in human form, they mistakenly think that that form is Maya.
The play of these forms arise in what appears to be duality.. but the dual nature of the phenomena balance each other and create a perfect unbroken wholeness that cannot be seen if one side of the spectrum is attached to.
Phenomena are inconsequential. The fact that you view phenomena in such a crucial relationship such as to constitute your "perfect unbroken wholeness" is proof that your conceptions arise out of material considerations. The duality of the material world is only as relevant as the existence of the material world, and the existence of the material world is irrelevant and inconsequential in regard to the Supreme Absolute Truth or "God." In other words, the "perfect unbroken wholeness" does not depend on the material world. The duality of the material world is a manifestation of the individual souls' desires - attraction and aversion. Man proposes, God disposes. Otherwise, God couldn't care less.
I cannot make any statements without the opposite of that statement being there to create it. We could not be having this conversation without each "side" we appear to be discussing. The 2 sides create a unity. The duality creates a oneness.
That's rather "captain obvious" of you. If I were agreeing with your points, then we wouldn't be having this exact conversation. But such a realization is completely unenlightening. But there is one sense in which I agree: your advaitist position is not the whole truth, and the dvaitist position is not the whole truth. The whole truth includes a hybrid form of the two.
So something appears to be said here by me.. and you come back and you think you are arguing a point. You're re-telling knowledge (thought) that has been learned (attached to) at one point or another in your story and you take that to be true when it is just form arising in this space. You say the word "god" or you claim that you are a "dvaitadvaitist or an achintya bhedabheda tattva-ist" or any term or word used and that is all conditioning that has been acquired. You have picked these things up along the way by attaching to them but you know that when your experience started at your birth you knew nothing of these concepts, words, ideas etc... You heard them and they sounded attractive and you thought that they might be able to further your growth in some way towards a betterment of yourself. Or they were just learned for practical purposes to function in the culture or society. The language. The letters.. A B C, they are shapes that are contrasted against a background running along a certain path.. your thought that this shape "A" makes a certain sound is not related to each other. Only through conditioning have you placed them together and taken that to be true. And this can be applied to every single form that arises in the space of your awareness creating what you think is this reality.
Your negation of language is unenlightening. Yes, I learn words. But it is what the words convey that is important. Your point about what I understood at birth is just a bad argument. The material world defaults to ignorance and darkness. That should explain it for you. The fact that we are discussing our thoughts doesn't necessarily make the content of those thoughts in the realm of material illusion. Not all understanding is materially derived, as you keep insisting. It is possible that one of us in this discussion is promoting a materially derived understanding and the other isn't. If we are both on the level of material speculation, then two halves of a speculation still do not equal a whole truth nor a "perfect unbroken wholeness."
If you stop and just look at what is surrounding you. How do you know that that surrounding is separate from you without the use of thought or conceptualizing. The thought that it is separate or not separate arises within the same space as that surrounding and they are not connected you just take them to be by the attachment to that thought which is a sound or subtle vibration in your awareness arising and falling back into the spaciousness.
The only thing this proves is that it isn't possible to prove the world "out there." Congratulations, you've discovered Idealism. Also, where thoughts arise is irrelevant. You're only dealing with thought as a phenomena, completely ignorant of the content of thought. The content of thought can be transcendental. The application of such thoughts transcend materially derived thinking and acting. As well, some sound vibration is transcendental. This is Veda 101.
You say you don't subscribe to this philosophy. And yes it is a philosophy because it is put into words and conceptualized and i am attaching to it by conjuring up this memory of acquired thought and typing it here. But what is being pointed to here is the breaking down of the psycho-schematic, automatic and subconscious identification with any of these forms. Even the "I" thought has been acquired. You are not that "I". The "I" is a thought or word. What you are is unknowable. So you are free to say you don't subscribe to this philosophy if this movement of form is realized and you know that it is a play. But if you truly take the fact that you don't subscribe to this philosophy to be true then you are stuck. And if you take it not to be true and believe that you are stuck.
I might not be
that "I," depending on what you mean by "that." But there is a real "I." The "I" is not automatically false because I can or am thinking about it. Some things are acquired, and some things are realized. I realize that I cannot subscribe to your philosophy because of its shortcomings. And if this realization is true, it's form is true. The Absolute and the form of the Absolute are non-different. Form is not inherently false. When, for instance, Krishna appears on earth, He is not different from His form: Isvarah paramah krsnah sac-cid-ananda-vigrahah. Ergo, form is not inherently false, illusion or Maya.
What I say no matter what it is, is not separate from that which is awake to it... and what you say no matter what it is, is not separate from that which is awake to it. And that which is awake to this cannot be known, only by knowing the false or what you are not can you experience what you are.
This process of understanding through negation is fine for those who wish to remain on the platform of jnana yoga. But positive information is available in Vedantic texts. I might ask myself, "am I this hand?" "No." then, "am I this arm?" "No." and so on and so on, and through this sort of negation, I can sort of start to understand the nature of self. But more advanced Vedantic texts provide more direct, positive information regarding the self. And such information is testable against materially derived ideas. Pure logic begins upon the understanding that one is different from the fleeting material body and proceeds to a greater understanding of the relationship of that self with the Supreme Whole. Such ideas as monism and the subsequent annihilation of the individual betray this process, and thus, self-refute. As well, these monistic ideas can be shown as being rooted in materially tainted conception.
A true spiritual endeavor should add nothing to you (initially). It should take everything away. It should destroy you and your world with it so you stand as an island with nothing left. And in that absence of everything you see past the veils of perception and you stand in this desert you speak of with unconditional love and acceptance of all. If the water you speak of (whether mirage or actuality) is the refuge you seek, then the want of that refuge is keeping you from it. Because you've had the water all along and you just didn't know it. I'm not adding any concepts to you. I don't claim to be anything. I'm only asking you to look at yourself and this knowledge you cling to. If what i'm saying is understood fully then it should shake you to your foundation. And there should be no discussion with a counterpoint to show. I'm not giving a counterpoint to what you are saying i am only saying that by attaching to your message you are blind to everything that is not your message and you will push that away. You will not want it and you will fight against it and the separation is then born. An unbelievable illusion that is the seed for conflict wars hatred and all plights of humanity. But those plights are beautiful because without them you could not know the peace, love and wonderful compassion alive in the human experience. Both the war and peace are perfect. The love and hate are perfect and they all create each other in the whole. One cannot be known without the other. You are perfect because our points of view being given create each other.
The endeavor should "destroy" the material conception of you, yes. But the real you remains and forms the basis of understanding. There is a methodology, an epistemology here. Mayavadi and monist ideas are a deviation from this process. Veda is not a collection of cute Zen koans intended to coax you into pseudo-spiritual appreciation. Our points of view do not create each other. Creation is entirely arbitrary. You're still dabbling in the yin and yang. Transcendental knowledge is self-effulgent, self-supporting.
I have not claimed anything to be false... or true... it all just is. I just AM. The question is what do YOU attach to it. And then who are YOU?
This is just your way of trying to avoid taking responsibility for your position. And it is a poor attempt that boils down to semantics. Saying that you have not claimed anything to be true is contradicted by claiming that something "just is." You have simply attached yourself to Mayavadi and monist conceptions under the illusion that you are unattached. Attachment, per se, is not the enemy. Attachment to that which is false or illusory is. In the material scope of things, attachment is the enemy, but spirituality does not entail total disattachment.