i dont think that's racist, they are just thoughts
when i see a black person in an odd place (like a mexican market), ill probably thinks words like "black muthafucka" "black guy" or "black bastard"
i dont really think the word n1gga, or N**ger, or negro
thats kinda odd
im not racist btw, just thoughts, i treat people with respect
i also find it kinda hard to speak spanish and trying to use the word "negro" in a sentence, (which means black) cause a black person might get insulted, thinking im saying some racist shit or something