I had been sober for 6 years. Started smoking weed very often in December and quickly became a full blown hippie again.
Listening to Alan Watts religiously and everything was starting to click again!.
Quit again 2 weeks ago and I am already back to normal.
That shit takes one off the deep end because it allows you to create real connections between things where none exist.
In fact, this was extremely bad in one of my friends. His mind would be blown by shit I wasn't even finished saying.
The first time I smoked was as teenager I became a full blown smiley650agony.
The difference between him and I is I was more concerned with self-observation and how everything always made perfect sense even when it obviously contradicted other things that made perfect sense.
So unlike him all this thinking outside the box helped me see through delusional nature of our thinking and the identifications that come with them; the bullshit dogma i just happened to be lucky enough to 'show up in'
That was at age 16.
you got some catching up to do
@Smiley650Agony
If you need help quitting let me know