^^^^here ya go homie there on one of the lyrics page on here cause thats where i got it from
SCATTERED THOUGHTS OFTEN GOT ME SECOND GUESSIN DECISIONS MENTAL SCARS EAT AT MY BRAIN SOMETIMES FORGET WHO IM MISSIN SOMETIMES FORGET THAT IM LIVIN WHEN IN BRIEF MOMENTS MY VISION
DISSAPATES TO A STATE OF UNEXPLAINABLE CONDITIONS
PURE BLACK LIKE A MEMORY LAPSE BUT FEELIN TRAPPED
TIL I SNAP BACK TO LIFE WITHOUT A CLUE OF WHERE I WAS AT ONLY THAT EVIL RESIDED AND FELT DESPAIRED IN A WRATH THATS IRREVERSIBLE TOO LATE TO CHOOSE AN ALTERNATE PATH BUT IN MY LAST DAYS ON EARTH ILL CONTINUE MY STRUGGLE TO OPEN DOORS FOR LIL HOMIEZ THAT'LL STEER EM FROM TROUBLE CAUSE I DON'T WANT EM TO END UP WITHIN THE DEPTHS THAT IM HEADED AND LET EM KNOW BEIN A MAN AIN'T ABOUT BEIN BREADED IT'S ABOUT FAMILY & TRUST AND LOVE SO DEEP THAT IT HURTS AND FINDIN STRENGTH TO STAND TALL WHEN YOUR LIFE'S AT IT'S WORST EMBRACIN LOVED ONES IN NEED OF HELP WHEN THERE'S A CHANCE YOU'LL BLEED YOURSELF AND DON'T IGNORE THE CRIES OF OUR YOUTH UPLIFT AND TEACH EM WELL
SCATTERED THOUGHTS OFTEN GOT ME SECOND GUESSIN DECISIONS MENTAL SCARS EAT AT MY BRAIN SOMETIMES FORGET WHO IM MISSIN SOMETIMES FORGET THAT IM LIVIN WHEN IN BRIEF MOMENTS MY VISION
DISSAPATES TO A STATE OF UNEXPLAINABLE CONDITIONS
PURE BLACK LIKE A MEMORY LAPSE BUT FEELIN TRAPPED
TIL I SNAP BACK TO LIFE WITHOUT A CLUE OF WHERE I WAS AT ONLY THAT EVIL RESIDED AND FELT DESPAIRED IN A WRATH THATS IRREVERSIBLE TOO LATE TO CHOOSE AN ALTERNATE PATH BUT IN MY LAST DAYS ON EARTH ILL CONTINUE MY STRUGGLE TO OPEN DOORS FOR LIL HOMIEZ THAT'LL STEER EM FROM TROUBLE CAUSE I DON'T WANT EM TO END UP WITHIN THE DEPTHS THAT IM HEADED AND LET EM KNOW BEIN A MAN AIN'T ABOUT BEIN BREADED IT'S ABOUT FAMILY & TRUST AND LOVE SO DEEP THAT IT HURTS AND FINDIN STRENGTH TO STAND TALL WHEN YOUR LIFE'S AT IT'S WORST EMBRACIN LOVED ONES IN NEED OF HELP WHEN THERE'S A CHANCE YOU'LL BLEED YOURSELF AND DON'T IGNORE THE CRIES OF OUR YOUTH UPLIFT AND TEACH EM WELL
