In that you're stuck in an almost comical stage that usually occurs around puberty...when you're body's changing, things are happening (not in your case, of course), and you may feel awkward.
You're voice is cracking, zits are popping, funny smells are all around you...
Makes a person unusually on edge, like you are. Unable to interact with one's peers due to insecurities...
In other words, you're an immature hoecake.
And a virgen.
And daddy's little boy...that's cute. I have one of those, too. He's 2.
He'll get pussy before you do.