I grew/growing out of it. I'm starting to see it for what it really is.... It's all fun kind of like a right of passage when your younger but as you get older that shit isnt worth it. I'm not trying to bang on some 16 year olds over a blue belt, go to jail, loose my job, look like a looser picking on some kids over there confused ways.
I also see a lot of these so called OG's who dedicate there lives to banging and I don't want to be like them. They arent happy. Most of them spend most of there life in a little ass cell, get spun out on dope, stay in the same place there whole lifes, never go anywhere because they dont have any money because they cant get a job because they're felons with no education.
I had a homeboy I use to look up to when I was younger in his late 30's on my old block asking me if he could wash my car for a few dollars.... Dude still living with his mom cuz he's in and out of prison. He was OG when I was younger.... I'm cool on that.