for the first time in my life i actually went to sleep not carinG if i woke up the next morninG...and i woke up feelin real scared...and all of this is because of the love of my life. The Girl that was meant to be my wife is leavin with my heart.
basically i still had contact with one of my ex's because she's friends with my homiez and roommates, so she still comes around. I dont kikk it with her no more because it ain't riGht. My Girl came to a thanksGivinG thinG we had at our house and my ex sat next to me when my Girl left and i just iGnored the bitch. Then later on she (my ex) started to play with my fukkin shoe to Get my attention, so i fukkin iGnored her aGain then bounced. My Girl Got pissed that i didn't kikk my ex in teh face or somethin. And she's been sayin real hurtful shit to me like my love is meaninGless, and worthless and she can't forGive me for it happeninG. And we started our relationship lonG distance which of course wasn't easy, but it doesn't mean i love her any less. She's my soul mate, i feel it...and i know i fukked up, but i ended up lettin my ex know all about it and even made her cry cuz i know she's been livin foul anyway, so i didn't feel bad cuz it was the riGht thinG to do. I feel like i'm crashin...and i've never felt this way...i'm still shook, and i'm kinda panikkinG cuz i dont know what to do