it's a damn shame that it's 2003 and people still wanna say shit like suicide is a bitch thing and this and that...you could never understand the mindstate of some1 that kills themselves....it's because of this type of ignorant shit that people don't get the help they need...how tha fuck can anyone make a sane decision when their brain ain't workin properly ?????????U gotta understand the complexity of the mind before you comment on some shit....a person that kills themself ain't a fuckin' soap opera life that plans shit out....when the brain stops working properly, that's exactly what you working with: ***seeing the world out of a brain that ain't working properly***....educate yourselves... might be YOU or someone ya know next...u can never predict it..
how many people you know committed suicide
- Thread starter Tooper
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Suicide note
I walked in on my cousin just before he blew his own head off blood splattered on me and just shooting everywhere, that shit made my heart drop we was just on the porch smoking blunts and having a discusssion about kids cuz his son just passed and the next thing you he's gone fucking selfish bastard, hell I just lost my son on the 2nd it broke me down to tears but I aint gonna blow my head off, just try again. We got a history of mufuckaz in my family doing suicidal shit either they killin themselves or taunting mufuckaz to do it for them, its a fuckin curse or some shit but I aint takin the cowards way out of shit I'm still rollin with the punches, nigga got goals I'm trying to reach
I walked in on my cousin just before he blew his own head off blood splattered on me and just shooting everywhere, that shit made my heart drop we was just on the porch smoking blunts and having a discusssion about kids cuz his son just passed and the next thing you he's gone fucking selfish bastard, hell I just lost my son on the 2nd it broke me down to tears but I aint gonna blow my head off, just try again. We got a history of mufuckaz in my family doing suicidal shit either they killin themselves or taunting mufuckaz to do it for them, its a fuckin curse or some shit but I aint takin the cowards way out of shit I'm still rollin with the punches, nigga got goals I'm trying to reach
just a personal note here... but I'm a survivor from a suicide attempt about six years ago. I was on a medication where depression was a serious side effect, but still stuck through it until I just sort of flipped out due to the combination of petty drama at home and just life as a teenager. In the end, when I was in the hospital bed looking at my mother whom I thought cared very little about me before trying to take my life, and seeing her crying and blaming herself for actions that I undertook it really made me feel horrible. And in the end, made my family's situation actually worse than it was before.. even though those around me tried to play it off like we were the fuckin' brady bunch or something because they didn't want to "upset" me again. Grandparents began blaming parents, and rifts between parts of my family tree were drawn which have really never completely healed and were taken to the grave by my grandmother just over 2 years ago (bless her soul, R.I.P.).
Anyways, the bottom line I'm trying to get at is this; While it may sound entirely cliche' to all of you, suicide effects those around you as much as yourself. I felt even worse than I did before trying to take my own life seeing how it effected my loved ones around me, and to this day I still regret it... alot. Suicide is a selfish action, and in the end solves nothing. No parent or grandparent wishes to outlive their children.
Anyways, the bottom line I'm trying to get at is this; While it may sound entirely cliche' to all of you, suicide effects those around you as much as yourself. I felt even worse than I did before trying to take my own life seeing how it effected my loved ones around me, and to this day I still regret it... alot. Suicide is a selfish action, and in the end solves nothing. No parent or grandparent wishes to outlive their children.