I woke my metaphysical game up in 2009, that's why I was MIA for most of that year from the sicc. I'm still getting there, but it's a lifelong process, no need to rush.
I assume you fuck with blogtalkradio right? All these brothers are on there dropping knowledge on different shows. Just search their names on there and you'll get a bunch of results.
MAN that shit will flip your whole life around, i dont blame you for bein m.i.a. just readin learnin studyin etc, but im always listenin to blogtalk, "underground railroad radio" and "ms blue" have good ass shows on that shit and anything you can find wit "bro panic", that nigga be droppin gems
anyway these lowly ass humans cant fuck wit this knowledge we be droppin lol just talkin 2 you woke my whole bday up bruh
peace 2 the metaphysical masters and the esoteric niggas and all that good shit