My moms been sick for like a month hella bad, and now she just now tol d me she bout to scheudled for a surgery for it but her body is rejecting the medicine to keep her alive. So she cant take her pills to keep her healthyer so she gotta go a mnth being sick as fuck until that bitch ass docter can schedule a surgery. Fuckin. I been trippin like a mug lately bout to. Blow my fuckin brains out. Not tryna get no siccness sympathy just had to write some fuckin words down cuz i been out my mind as of late and i aint down with dr phil or no shrink.
Stay positive N clean man. Drinkin may help forget for a bit but itll always be there, plus if you try to ignore it which means your ignoring your mother. Lotta shit is gonna go through your mind but do the best you can man.
