@S.SAVAGE
that is a crazy fucking story. I never did anything quite like that as a kid, but I did some seriously fucked up shit, especially to my family, and sometimes I'll get stuck thinking about it and it will fuck my shit up for a minute. Childhood is fucking off the wall when you really consider it.
I hear ya bro, I was pretty fucked up on the inside as a kid, went through a lot & had to grow up really fast.
When we think back now, we think back as grown folk, or as parents & it gets to us. I FEEL you 100% on that bro. If I sit & stare out into space for too long when it comes back it can put me '
in a mood' so to speak that I do not like to get into.
Actually sat with my lady on a few occasions & told her a lot of things on my mind I could never discuss with anyone else, real shit, life altering shit... hence the reason we are so tightly knit together now is because of the non-judgement & her ability to help me understand that not everything can be put on the shoulders of a kid in single digit years.