FUCC, I miss staying home and getting drunk with you guys. Fuck a dude. I did get asked out too, by 3 guys tonight and I turned 'em all down. It's family weekend. Besides, I don't want these fucks catchin' feelins or anything. I mean its cool to chill n make out but, that's it. I just need some time to myself. They all know it too, I told them, but they still call every weekend and sometimes weekdays. They are informed tho... that's the best I can do, right? Not my fault if they feelings get hurt.