i had a friend who they were smoking weed with in this van in another friends garage and he was like "fuck it, i want to die" and pulled out a knife and stabbed it completely through his hand, then started gashing his wrists and they grabbed him and held him down, then he went to a mental hospital for awhile lol. one of my friends brothers one night called him and was like "Goodbye. I'm killing myself" then blew his head off with a shotgun