Gotta love that delete button, feels good to vent. Especially when I'll more than likely be dead in a week. I know I fucked one of my math exams, probably got a U on that one bringing down my overall grade to somewhere around a D. Won't get anywhere in academia with grades like that, and seeing as it's all I got this is all seeming so much more rational. It feels a lot more like a logical calculated decision than an emotionally driven "dying alone and depressed" one.