Thank you sweetie. I miss her dearly. It's been a rough week for sure. It was really hard coming to work and I stayed blackout drunk the day it happened (SUN) all the way until I had to come back to work (WED) - tried to get so messed up so I couldn't/wouldn't think, but I think the alcohol actually made it worse. Haven't been this depressed in a long time. I had Bun-Bun for 10/11 years and she will always hold a special place in my heart. She was just so sweet and sociable - she'd jump up on my lap when we played outside and hop and follow me around the yard. She loved playing with the cats too as they did with her. My Dad's cat, Mr. Kitty, I remember we'd be chillin' in the yard and he'd run up behind her like he was gonna attack and he'd just dive bomb right over her. She just had a look like, "wtf just happened?" It was pretty funny how they played together. Gawd, I better shut up now... I'm starting to tear up again =/
Fuuuuuuuuu been up for 30 hours. Feel tired when I'm walking around, sitting at my desk etc., but the moment I lay down it's like I get a shot of adrenaline lol shit is weird as fuck.