Dude, you dont fit in here. You're an emotional 17 year old kid with an unhealthy obsessionwith killa tay trying to kick it wiht a bunch of grown folks who care about pizza, chicken, talking shit to eachother, and inside jokes--many of which have come about from actually knowing eachother in real life and the 10+ years alot ofus have been posting. Just because youve read through every fucking post on the board doesnt mean you were there for it or understand the context of what the place was like at the time, and the fact that you have emotional breakdowns when tay doesnt email you back like I had at your age when some bitch I was fucking wouldnt return my calls is fucking sad as hell. GO MAKE SOME FRIENDS IN REAL LIFE. IF YOU PUT HALF AS MUCH EFFORT INTO REAL LIFE AS YOU PUT INTO THE SICC YOUD HAVE ACTUAL FRIENDS. YOU MIGHT EVEN BE ABLE TO TOUCH A VAGINA AND FORGET ALL ABOUT TAY. You aint got to stop posting or anything, but the sicc should not be that important to you.