You're right when she was flirting and cutting my hair and told me she "was trying to find consistent regular clients" I completely misinterpreted it and it led to awkwardness when I started asking how much she normally charges
I'm tempted as fuck to try and join the Coast Guard. They take prior service and have some good jobs available. Being a 31 year old college student is getting wack and the thought of joining the corporate world kind of makes me sick.
That's probably why you're not sleeping you're always feeling like a fat loser, but you're obviously not so fuck you quit being so hard on yourself. Start not giving a fuck for starters