first of all man i finally got a job that i love... workin in a afterschool program got my own class of about 28 5th graders.. not much money and only 22 hours a week but it's enjoyable and i feel good about what i do.... well today i go to work (i already been there for 2 months) and honestly i took a few hits of a blunt before i showed up.. i get there at 2 and my kids ain't out till 2:45 so i just chill... i got a little notebook full of raps i keep on my lil cart and i couldnt find it.. so im high n trippin like someone found my shit at the school it ain't all appropriate but anyway... the two supervisors.. two brauds like my age they cool they call me in the office and say that the head supervisor called and said i failed my backround check all it says is pass or fail and mine failed... i told them all i have is a DUI when i was 19 im 23 now... truthfully i got a couple other charges lightweight ones like a resisting arrest and a drunk in public... actually this saturday night i got caught up on a drinkin in public and spent night in drunk tank but that ain't a conviction yet so thats irrelevant.... anyway so they begged the supervisor to keep me because they said im really good out there and the kids love me yaddada... they say he ain't budgin and so they told me to call and set up a meeting wit him but dont say they told me to.. now tmw at 10 i gotta meet wit this dude and explain myself... it just sucks man cuz i really love workin wit kids its satisfyin and i feel like im seriously helping a few of these kids are really troubled and ain't got family and we have hella fun.... oh and the notebook ends up sittin on the teachers desk in the classroom we been using... she wasnt there when we got in there but i know she read some of my shit its all bad man.... anyway just kinda disappointed if im gonna lose this job needed to vent i know i typed quite a bit........ thing is ive passed hella backround checks but i guess working wit kids its a little more strict as it should be but yeah these motherfuckas didnt even drug test me.... i just gotta use my gift of gab tmw and pursuade this dude to let me keep my jobby job... we bout to be goin on a field trip to marine world and to sacramento zoo in like 2 and 3 weeks im gonna be gettin paid to do that.. im tryin to stay...... for the kids sake tho.. yeah.......