AtUrAyAcAmEl said:
i see where u comin...but yea man...there aint no such thing as i no longer bang norte...once ur in...ur in...N the only way out iz death homie....but do yo thang...make that money...start a family...cuz i got alot of homiez that wish they could
i don't expect everyone to fully understand.....
i never got it tatted on me for one thing, i never wanted any identifying marks on me, but alot of homies say, if you never had been tatted, you were never in, and if you never been in the pen, you were never in either, which i haven't been. so make your judgement on that. all i know, is i was jumped in at a young age, and the shit was to the heart, and still is in my veins. but God, my family (and homeboys) and my fiancee' are the most important things to me now. if I were in the pen, i would not side with Norte to stay alive, i am a born again Christian first, not a Norteno first. if i die for any reason now, it's because God wants me dead i believe. but norte is still in my heart, and i would still bomb on a scrapa if did so much as ask where i am from, or said anything to my homeboys that still bang Norte, and i understand that my affiliation could get me killed, but i am trying to end all ties to Norte one day at a time, and become the Christian that God wants me to be. by no means do i look down on any Norteno brother out there still bangin, i wish he could make the same decision i have about my religion, but i can't critisize him if he doesn't. i hope this clears things up a bit homies. do your thing, keep me in your prayers as you are all in mine, wherever you are at, and wherever i am, cause we are still bound by honor, even if i chose God over Norte.