Well...I like being me. I'm black & white. But most people who don't know me, assume that I'm Puerto Rican or something. When I was in high school, people didn't understand me at all. They were like, how is it that you are in the gifted classes & a gang at the same time? How is is that you rap, but you also play the violin & the cello? All the black kids took Spanish class, I took German. HA! I loved the confusion. I heard it all...zebra, oreo, half-breed, you name it, I've heard it. I used to be real hostile about it, like fighting boys & throwing chairs in Spanish class. But now, I've gotten over the fact that people are just plain ignorant (as in uninformed). Where are those people who use to make fun of me now? Working at department stores & doing hair. Me? I had my Master's Degree at 22 years old. So now I laugh, and say eat my tan ass, punks! I still hear shit sometimes now, cuzz I not only like rap, r&b, & reggae, but other kinds of music as well (Korn, Primer 55, Creed, GodSmack, Disturbed, etc). People say that is my white side coming out. But is it really? Or does that just show that I chose to open my mind to things I thought I would never enjoy, and found out that I really do? People suck.
But bottom line, I wouldn't change myself. I'm stuck in the middle. I got the best of both worlds, and the worst of both worlds. But it's cool. I think I'm a better person for it. No pain, no gain, right?