When you're out there hustlin your CD and someone actually has the nerves to say: "I'll just burn it from someone instead, no thanks" - That right there REALLY pisses me off to the point where I'm ready to fuckin' snap. When you put your hard work, talent and dedication on record and someone says that shit it just makes you realize that you're fighting an up hill battle and it demoralizes you. It's cool now though, the first couple of times someone said that to me, I wanted to just blast 'em in the leg... but now I'm like fuck it... next time someone says that, I'm gonna give 'em a burned copy of the CD and tell them to burn as many copies of it as they possibly can and give it to his homies.
another thing that pisses me off is muthafuckaz who think your studio is theres... i'm not talking about the homies or my closed circle of friends, my studio is there studio because that's the way we roll... but those muhfuckaz you JUST met, or some cat who's been e-mailing you (obviously trying to get on your good side), or another rapper who you met who thinks cause we kicked it a couple of times that he can now hit you up and schedule in some FREE studio time. these cats is called snakes and the quicker you recognize there fake patterns the better off we'll all be... but that shit is something that discourages me. i've spent hella cheese getting my studio the way I want it and muthafuckaz act like shit was just given to me so it should be given to them... but they didn't see me slaving 9-5 for the last 5 years building up enough cheese to put out the enormously expensive first time album that we all deal with while at the same time coppin enough studio equipment and learning how to use it so you can atleast sound semi-professional. if you ain't one of the homies I got love for, or you didn't get an invite, don't even ask... the accumulation of gear and knowledge (i can't even begin to repay d-sane for being willing to teach me things) cost me 5 years of my life doing something I hated for 8 hours of the day... that's my life man... i traded 5 years of it for material posessions... fuck a snake in the grass.
another thing that really gets on my nerve is anybody who has a big head and can't be humble... and I'm not talking about emcees because it's there job to have a big head and battle cats because that's what backpacking it about... but i'm talking about that rapper who thinks he's the shit if he has talent or not and constantly reminds everybody how tight he is. it's one thing to talk on record about how tight you are and then back it up with dope verses cause that's what the music is about. but it's another to actually talk in real life about how filthy you are and constantly pat yourself on the back... fuck that noise, STFU cause ain't nobody around here better then the next man... we're all underground so what's the point of running your mouth? even with that said, a big ego blinds you, so eventually your mouth piece will betray you.
theres so much more.................... until next time... LOL