gate.... keep your head up bro... i cant put myself completly in your shoes
as i havent lost a family member in a long time...
ive lost homeboys recently and my cousin got killed about 6 months ago... and it hurts... but NO where near as much if i woulda lost my baby sister...
i felt your pain while i was reading your post... and if theres anything you need from me.. just hit me up... even tho im a little late reading this....