I wrote a sincere fan message to Rahiem of the Furious 5 on facebook and he totally ignored it. I don't know what's worse, the fact that my dumb no-friends-having ass is always trying to interact with living legends, or that I felt entitled to a response like a narcissistic asshole.
He probably saw it and thought "wtf is this dumb loser kid doing?" I don't know why I keep trying to be part of the hip hop culture/community and why my autistic ass is obsessed to the extent of making it my life; I can't emcee, I can't paint graffiti, I can't dance whatsoever and I sure as shit can't DJ. I'm just some wannabe faggot ass groupie tryna be part of something and get to know other people like a retarded cult member, fuckin Jonestown type shit