I just wish one person in this country didn't hate me. If I had just one acquaintance. Not even a friend.
I'd die happy if there was one girl on the planet who had even the most tiniest little bit of interest in me. Not attraction or even liking me, just any level of interest. But no. And if I hang myself the week after next, die in 10 years of obesity related diseases, or live a long and empty life working a shitty job alone with no family, watching all my living relatives drop off one at a time and falling deeper and deeper into loneliness and depression. One thing's for certain. I'll die a kissless virgin, having never received any love or attention on even interest from any female.