Damn these past few weeks I had hella chronic depression. Dont wanna talk about it too much cuz itll piss yall off and I'll just get ignored anyway. But seeing as this message board is my only interaction with other humans I need to get shit off my chest.
I just cant help but feel I'm pissing away my young, healthy life seeing as I only live once and I'll never be able to go back and live these years again. I'm in the middle of a 2 week break from school and the most interesting thing I did was watch Beverley Hills Cop 3 on netflix.
But at the same time I'm hella stressed out cuz none of this is my fault, nobody still wants to talk to me. How many folks lived nearly 17 years and never had a friend.... I just wish there was some way I could do something to change the way folks see me so they quit treating me like shit and I start to get to hang around with some folks. But I guess theres nothing I can do