@Remaq
, I see you are serious & being that the Siccness / Open Forum is not the place to get the best results only solidifies your faith & belief.
Can I ask how long have you been in this transition? I can also see that you will leaving the Siccness at some point due to us be of the world in here. Hey, more power to you.
I've taken notice that a lot of people now a days have taken to working out, eating healthy & religion. I see that a lot, in a lot of personal friends of mine. It's all over Facebook etc. It seems to be the new in thing now.
What confirms to me that you are serious is how you came in here. A lot of people I know do the same thing once they turn to religion. They start to speak the word / preach randomly. All of a sudden it's a wrong thing to do what I'm doing. What we did before etc. I been told, "You should be rapping for Jesus! You should feel the love of Jesus!" They proceed with telling me about how once we die we're going to meet Jesus and he's going to hug us, cleanse us etc. and although I believe & have faith I honestly don't want to hear that.
I have friends who are in a hurry to be baptized & give their testimony, but are not really ready to commit. I had a friend once who turned all religious & once I asked him, "Give me your Cd collection, Bro. Since your giving up the worldly music." He quickly said, "Oh, no, no I'm letting it go little by little."
In my opinion turning to religion is like gang banging & marriage. There is no process / half stepping. It's either your ready or your not. And when you are ready you let go of everything worldly once you have been saved / born again. There is no little by little when it comes time to commit.
And getting a dishonorable discharge from any military branch... (bare with me going off subject for a bit) You might as well of saved yourself the time & dropped out of high school. You'd be better off when it came to looking for a job. That's how I tend to see people who are religious and backslide. It's a long double edge sword coming down.
I'm not ragging on you, Bro. Just simply asking what's made you transition? What happened in your life that made you say, "This is it!"